that was my first reaction seeing that once again, some tourists asked me for directions today..(again..i knew!!!). Right before that, they had stopped to ask another guy and he just shrugged his shoulders - he happens to stay right in this building. At that point in time, it occurred to me that I'm not the only lost soul in this big big city (i'm a big big girl in a big big world..) Plus..i was watching tyra just now when I came back to change n it was about popular girls vs not popular girls...it's all just an ego trip man...
Maybe we're all just walking through time, looking for something that we can hold dear to our hearts..maybe we've already found those things but are just missing for a short period of time..or maybe we've all given up in everything...
It's really weird for me..I've always thought that I would be homesick here, given the experience in london (where i used to listen to 安静 in a little corner corner of my room and cry) but no..i'm really enjoying this strange big apple (used to be called the big onion..did u know that?). Maybe I just need to be alone for a while. I was so harrassed for the past few mths when I was home..that suddenly..I can focus on like 1 or 2 things at a time only and it's seriously calming..strange that i call this hectic city calming (2x pple have apologised to me today for walking too fast)
anyhoooooo...it's only the first day at NYID (very relaxing day)..5 wks will be gone in a flash..i'm enjoying life man
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