nani???

i don't know how everything happened, but it felt like a confrontation in there

again, she was saying that we don't want to live with her, that we have branded her as the "bad guy"

how?? how?? how does these thoughts get into her mind? how is she still thinking that these are true? i m tres tres perplexed ar!!

it's just a lot of things..one small thing triggers another and another

it's like a set of dominoes, once you get it started, it won't stop till it all comes to an end..where there's no where else to go

i seriously wonder..what happens at THAT fork?

what happens when there's no where else to go?

"sometimes i wonder..if i made a wrong step somewhere.."

end of a week

it's friday..finally
such a long week and more long weeks to come
it's so crazy, with all the stuff at work that i've done and is still lining up for the next few weelks. I do feel that I've done so much work over the past week that it's not justified that I'm working over the weekend...again!
i'm not complaining about my work, i actually do enjoy it
but the sheer volume of it all will crush me one day

i really can't tell if something's better or worse anymore
it's all just so tiring!
don't make sense!! i try to hard to please i think.
n i'll end up hurting myself..just all by myself

i'll have strange hopes and dreams for some time
then i'll crush them all with my 2 bare hands
without instigation but just self loathing and despair
it's tiring and i must say..all not worth it

Smile! =)

ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL & HAPPY FLOWERS ON EARTH!..

8月24日

8月24日 敏銳的探索者
宮位：處女座0º-2º
處女座一
變動的土像

在8月24日出生的人對於感興趣的事物，內心會激起一股想解開其奧秘的衝動，凡屬混沌不明、被誤解的或未經探索的人類知識領域，都深深地吸引著他們，在這一天出生的人不僅會深入探究人類的處境，通常還有很高的意願，為了客觀知識本身而去追求知識，不管是哲學或科學、實質上或理論的研究，都是他們追求的對像，他們對資訊和細節永無止境的探索，正好有助於尋得生命力的意義，並且豐富他們的世界，達到更具深度、更淵博的境界。

想探究、解開復雜的事物，對出生於8月24日的人來說，乃是一體再自然不過的事。舉凡各種困惑人的難題、矛盾和謎團，都是他們擅長的對像。就某種程度而言，說他們有點難懂隻是一種含蓄的說法，他們往往會流連於思維的迷宮中，並擁有一堆令人困惑糾結的想法。盡管出生於這一天的人並不是那麼容易被理解，可是他們自己卻很少會感到無所適從或迷失了方向。

不幸的是，8月24日出生的人經常都不太了解一體事，即事實上，雖然他們自己就如了解的工作、創造力和精力所投注的領域一般地復雜。但是，他們卻認為自己是相當單純和直接，這對於和他們過從甚於密的人來說，會造成不小的困擾。他們的家人、朋友和情人在揣測他們的動機、真正的感受和需求時，常會感到昏頭轉向、困惑不已。而且，一旦8月24日出生的被他人指控將一體問題復雜化或逃避問題時，他們的反應經常是茫然以對或是矢口否認。

為了發現真相，很可能地，8月24日出生的人不僅會鑽研書本和人物的性格，而且，還會真的深入土地、穿越森林、搜索蒼穹和測試海洋的深度，以探索大自然的奇妙。在假日的時候，對這些人來說，最好的消遣莫過於探索一些對他們而言是全然嶄新的事物，他們的興趣甚至職業，都可以反映出他們心中對於探索的渴望。

8月24日出生的人會成為很好的父母，他們對小孩的成長會表現出極大的關懷，然而，他們卻必須付出相當的努力，纔能使家中的每一個人都能得到他們各自所需的生活空間和必要的隱私權。換句話說，8月24日的人必須克制他們過度喜好分析的傾向，不要對子女的行為或生活表現出過度地干預。

在這一天出生的人應該盡量使生活單純化，而且要想盡一切辦法避開無止境的復雜問題，這些總是不僅是他們發現出來的，有時甚至是他們自己創造出來的。除此之外，他們還必須努力地讓自己對生活周遭的人的干預減到最低，如果有時候他們能讓自己的朋友或所愛的人自解決其問題的話，那麼他們的人際關繫就能獲得相當大的改善。

幸運數字和守護星

8月24日出生的人會受到數字6和金星的影響。因為受數字6影響的人非常容易受到愛情的吸引與他人的愛慕，且由於金星和社交互動有十分密切的關連，對8月24日出生的人來說，放縱於刺激浪漫的羅曼史與性愛體驗，便成為一種莫大的誘惑，當然，也由於水星是他的主宰行星（處女座的影響力很明顯地表現在此），所以這一天出生的人不一定會直接涉入這樣的體驗中，反之，他們倒是會扮演旁觀者的角色。

健康

有些在8月24日出生的人會有輕微或十分嚴重的憂郁癥，而且還會過於專注在有關自己的一切人事物，由於他們自我監控的機能強烈而精確，因此也許會顯得有點怪異，甚至還會為了觀察到的一些細微改變而驚慌失措，因此常常表現得有點反應過度。而當他們將觀察自己健康情形的細心程度轉移到家人或另一半身上時，便會讓他們所關懷的人覺得十分難以承受。在這一天出生的人應該學著讓自己放輕松，不要對身體健康方面的事過於海外僑胞毛求疵，這對他們來說是體相當重要的事。假如心中有考慮到節食問題的話，這一天出生的人不妨放心縱情於食物的美味，這樣遠比一直在猜想什麼是最美味的食物更實際些；因為，對8月24日出生的人來說，能讓自己單純地享受與品味自己所喫的美食是體更為要緊的事。今天出生的人需要大量的睡眠，甚至還需要在每天中午小睡片刻，以確保有足夠的休息與放松的情緒，至於運動，隻需相當少的運動量就夠了。

建議

凡事不要過於大驚小怪，偶爾也要讓事情順其自然地發展，你的觀察並不一定始終會受到他人的感激，順著你的心意行事的同時，也要尊重別人的感受。有些秘密最好還是不要說破會比較好。

名 人

鄧小平，中國共產黨及中華人民工各國領導人影響力頗大。
臺灣小說家及編劇家朱天文，代表作小說《荒人手記》及電影《鼕鼕的假期》。
法國歷史學家及作家布朗德爾(Fernand Braudel)，著有《資本主義與物質生活》。
英國作家兼演員貝波姆(Max Beerbohm)，他擅長模仿知名作家的風格，並且也是著名的諷刺畫家。他可說是20世紀最具破壞性的模仿嘲弄者之一。
波吉斯(Jorge Luis Borges)阿根廷作家、諾貝爾文學獎得主，他寫作的範圍廣泛包括短篇故事、小說、評論和詩，主要傷口有《迷宮》與《砂之書》。
巴爾的摩金鶯椿球隊遊擊手裡普肯(Cal Ripken,Jr.)，曾兩次獲得美國聯盟最有價值球員頭銜，獲選永久票選明星球員。
塔羅牌
大秘儀塔羅牌的第6張是[戀人]，像征透過兩性結合的[受]，能使全人類團結在一起。當牌面正立時，這張牌表示著道德、美學以及肉體上更高層次的感情與渴望；當牌面倒立時，則代表欲求不滿、多愁善感和遲疑不決。

靜思語

部分最好的舞者與音樂家，都是動物王國裡的成員。

優點

觀察敏銳、喜好研究、有始有終。

缺點

分析過度、自我壓抑、難以被了解。

an unexpected haul

icbg 2007 in kuala lumpur was something that wasn't planned, that wasn't anticipated and frankly, was totally dreaded. somehow, i came back from the weekend very happy *yeah!!throwconfetti*, very tired *zzzzzzzz* and honestly, i had loads of fun on the trip which was such a big haul given the lack of any expectation.

thanks to all!

hakiem, our coach who's always missing

pearl, our calm & fiesty captain

christine, our very own entertainer with her many jokes and games

tessa, our tall defender who's so cool and crazy

tsin zhen, who i think is such a kook but totally don't look like one

kemin, who we are always asking where?

sue-ann, who we all blame our shopping on

also..thanks to those who supported us, warren, kiang liang, the nature challenge bunch and of course SWEE LIAN...our proud sponsor!!..=)

pooped

we must rest...all of us
at a certain time in life, a certain time in the day or just a time
to re-energise, to re-charge, to re-load, to re-strict
somehow, talking/working/typing/thinking/walking/reading takes the hell out of u man

going to kl tmr..need to rest...NEED TO!

wonder what the games' r going to be like..hopefully it'll be fun!..*crossfinger*

cool

NO MORE DRAMA

this is one of the days where this song is just perfect

it's just too much information....TOO MUCH!

drama from all corners..my life seems boring..

Mary J Blige - No More Drama Lyrics
So tired, tired of all this drama,

You go your way, I'll go mine

I need to be free

Broken heart again

Another lesson learned

Better know your friends

Or else you will get burned

Gotta count on me

Cause I can guarantee

That I'll be fine

No more pain

No more pain

No more pain

No more pain
No drama

No more drama in my life

No one's gonna make me hurt again

Why'd I play the fool

Go through ups and downs

Knowing all the time

You wouldn't be around

Maybe I like this best

Cause I was young and restless

But that was long ago

I don't want to cry no more

No more pain

No more pain

No more pain

No more game

No more games messing with my mind

No drama

No more drama in my life

No ones gonna make me hurt again

No more tears

No more tears

I'm tired of crying every night

No more fears

No more fears

I really don't wanna cry

No drama

No more drama in my life

I don't ever want to hurt again

I wanna speak my mind

Wann speak my mind

Oooh it feels so good

When you let go of all the drama in your life

Now you're free from all the pain

Free from all the game

Free from all the stress

So try for happiness

I don't know

Only god knows where the story ends, for me

But I know where the story begins

Its up to us to choose

Whether we win or lose

And I choose to win

No more pain

No more pain

No more pain

No more game

I'm tired of you playing games with my mind

No drama

No more drama in my life

No more

No more

No more

No more...

No more tears

No more tears

No more crying every night

No more fears

No more waking me up in the morning

With your disturbing phone calls

No drama

Leave me alone

Go ahead

No more in my life

No more pain

No more

No more game

No more game

I'm tired, so tired

No drama

No more

No more

No more in my life

No more drama

No more drama

No more drama

No more drama

shit head

do i look like i have the answers for EVERYTHING?
do i look like i have to PROTECT THE WORLD?

what the f???

i don't question people's decisions
i don't question people's lifestyle
best of all..I DON'T QUESTION IF MY BRO MARRIED THE WRONG WOMAN!!!

it's his decision and seriously, i think it's only right that i respect this decision!

all this when i'm trying to finish my ever piling work with my ever closing eyes?????
it's really TAMADE!

REALITY STRIKES

when u r on holiday, you tend to escape reality, to escape everything that bothers u, that needs ur attention, that needs ur worrying...or at least, that happened for me on this holiday and i must say, it's painful coming back to reality

to realise that there are so many things that surrounds me really, is just a tad overwhelming..friends, family! all just piling itself..i'm not saying that it's bad..it's just a tad much...i think i had forgotten some of these..amazing isn't it..out of sight-out of mind!

maybe that's what holidays are for, for you to recharge, to reload and just to relax...which i did and i m more than glad for...but it will always seem too short...ALWAYS...

i love my family and my friends, despite all that i say or that i do..i just hope that some day, we'll all be contended and happy without the constant twisting of our fate and the occassional drama in our life...

my days in the big apple

1. waiting & spotted pig
- the agony of waiting for a friend that u haven't seen in eons, the disappointment of not seeing him at the airport for the most dramatic reunion u can imagine..the final arrival of ur dear friend and u realise that all is the same!! u can't imagine the relief man *phew*
- salty food? we have a winner here with like 5 times as much salt on every piece of fry, even gie would scream murder. i had NO choice but to have a glass of beer, NO CHOICE *slurp*

2. woodbury common & ktown
- waking up too early to get into the car to drive into a premium outlet stores is something u only do so many times in ur life. Shopping for an entire day, spending all of ur money is also something that'll put u off shopping for a while..but i must also say: we all have our glorious loot.
- FOOD! small place with limited choices but such a yummy kimchi, easily the yummiest kimchi ever! you put a piece in ur mouth and just experience the most sour, the most exciting taste of kimchi! *drool*

3. porridge & pride parade & brgr & nobu
- we had plans..big plans for the beach before the pride parade but fatigue got the better of all of us, so we become the domesticated us. Cooked porridge for breakfast, and "aloy is a lucky man"
- shopping before the pride parade didn't dampen our excitment, didn't cut short our spectacular view of the extravaganza..the display of colours and bodies and heels...such a show!
- FOOD! hunger strikes at 5pm and we head to brgr for some excellent burger & fries! Very tasty and not too salty! *very impt*
- Snooze & shower before the nobu meal...such an explosion of flavours...the citrus, the teriyaki, the vinegar..such comfort! *swoon*

4. dim sum & brooklyn bridge & brooklyn heights & east village
- dim sum is cheap & good! plus the image of aloy working on his comp as yixin, sam and i munch away on our food is farnie! the student life is different one i must say
- walking on the brooklyn bridge is such a breeze..an hour walk on the longest suspension bridge in the world takes ur breath away. this takes u into a quaint little world of brooklyn, an upcoming arts town with a lot of quaint stops and wonderful chocolate & pastries, the wonders of the world
- the 3 of us are 25, 26 and 27 but we were taking shots of us jumping, video of us rolling and i must say, we all had a piece of brooklyn with us when we left...such a day..to remember that 我们都有一颗年轻的心!!! oh F.R.I.E.N.D.S moment: when phoebe was supposed to live with this policeman and they were looking for apts in brooklyn heights..I WAS THERE!.. *snigger*
- met ming at the east village for dam yummy yakitori & fries & sake..i must say, nyc is a haven of food of all sorts

5. dim sum & sending sam & pig stomach soup & shelly's & ktown
- we obviously can't refuse the yummy & cheap dim sum..hurhurhur
- sam's car was over an hour late! i must say, we looked dam 狼狈 squatting at the corner of 6th and west 27th, really we were just waiting for someone to drop some money onto our laps..i mean we are in nyc right? *给我一点吃的吧*
- all plans of going to staten island was foiled when we went back to collect our laundry and found aloy cooking pig stomach soup..it was dam yummy! hats off to the chef!
- we had agreed to go to this shelly's thing, where there's shopping, free booze and ice cream! i must say we cleaned up quite nicely in that place..have a mojito & a beer *smacklips* and the most wonderful choc sherbet...
- Dinner at ktown with boh, sy & aloy was fun..dam noisy and oh..TOO MUCH FOOD! *pain*
- THIS WAS THE NIGHT ALOY CUT MY HAIR! why i let him? i'll never be able to explain but to put it plainly, i don't get bad hair dos much and really, i trust him...erm...he seemed eager so let him do it lor, what's the worst that could happen right?? *gie said it was nice*

6. grand central & ny public library & moma & staten island & roast duck
- the day when i walked ard the city proper with yixin..to the public library *swoon*..such majestic furnishings! it's really as if i walked into the set of "the day after tmr" and grand central station is cool with its zodiac ceilings all
- moma was excellent! wish i had more time and energy to enjoy all of the exhibits! i'm so going back there again man...if i can *wishinghard*
- staten island ferry ride is excellent, what a sight of lower manhatten and the lady herself! Oh, Archie moment : they had a class trip to ellis island and I WAS THERE! The island itself was slightly dodgy by my standard and it really was the hood man..what an experience man
- Humble dinner *finally* in the apt with roast duck from chinatown and cupcakes from chesscake factory...but one flaw..the strange 明明 show that sy bought...erm...(-_-'''')

7. walking around & delayed 4 hrs flight
- it's my time to go home............................*happy&sad*

fans of wag!!! it's real!!!