i have absolutely no idea how to alay my mum's worries
how i have this overwhelming sense of responsibility
how i feel like EVERYTHING'S my problem
how it just seems like little things mean so much to pple but mean nothing to me
how i just don't feel like i'm living MY OWN LIFE anymore

the wedding, my work, my career choices, my family's problems, the shop, my bro's wife, my sis's worries, my mum's worries, my love life

if i was to rank..i must say..my future is the most inconsequential
i thought abt a job in london
i thought abt a life with someone
hahaha..it's a FU*KING JOKE...
but it just doesn't seem funny anymore

snooze time...........