tired mich...

it's been one hell of a wkend...my sis n hiskandar were both here in london..which is a gd thing..really..but then..i woke up at 8am on sat morn to wake his up for his mtg n like 6am on sun morn to wake my sis up to go to the airport to pick her fren up..haha..i feel like an alarm clock..i keep doing it..like sleeping with my lights on..then waking up at like 6am to switch it off..2x in a row..yest n today..it's irritating..i wish i could just sleep right through..so that i won't have bloodshot eyes when i wake up..hey his..sorry that i didn't really keep u company while u were here..i was really quite preoccupied with stuff..n u seemed so busy..still..but i was pretty glad that u could relax a bit more here..=p..yups..suddenly like u r both gone..2 pple dear to my heart..sighz..like it's strange now..have to rush my hw in a while..so have to finish this soon..heh..
yups..cyn lim has flown home already..so soon..it's been half a yr already...strange..didn't feel that long..i guess when u r busy with stuff...time decides to fly rite??...=p...feeling a bit sad that she's gone home..i mean..happy for her n everything...coz she finally gets to eat sporean food...=p..but sad coz there's one less person here that i can tok to...=p...can't imagine wat it will be like when my sis leaves for home for good next yr...i'll be really quite sad...hmm..yups..i'm not exactly coherent now..coz eyes r going to close soon at 10.30 in the morning..so i shall just leave this as it is now...heh..=p

HAPPY MICH...

hey...last note for now..do check out..the iff.a-kuei.com.tw website..go look for the dj show n like watch 'xin tiao'..heartbeat..direct translation..yups..i love it..just watched it 2x again..=p

HUA CHI MICH...

can't believe that i m actually typing this heading now..but i know wat i was thinking abt while showering last nite..it was really cold, wet n super gloomy last nite in london..went out for dinner with his n then desert with my hsemates in a really nice quaint cafe...yups..then when we were going to walk home..the winds were super strong..so obviously it was super cold..at that pt of time..i was like piang..if only there was someone to actually shield me from this bloody wind..then i thot abt it..it's actually my stupid fault..if only i had worn my nice white warm jacket instead of the coat..i wouldn't be in that situation..but it struck me..like maybe i m not as happy being single as i think i m..which is so scary..coz i really thot that i had gotten these thots out of my mind for gd..really..like i can say that i say 'shuai ge' today..at the counter of the stage door at piccadilly theatre..that one of the vballers is gd looking..but still..i never really mean anything by that..i mean..they r just eye candy lor...nothing impressive at all...=p..sighz..feel very stupid n silly after that thot..still do for like having to type this down anyway...=p
hahaha..okok..that's one thing settled...=p..
not that it's been bugging me or anything...heh..
okok...me have finally finished all the admin things that i wanted to do..
shall go back n take a short nap b4 cooking dinner..though i m ultra hungry now!!!..
it's a perpetual thing anyway...tata..=p

BUSY MICH...

fri afternoon..st after lect..i have to run to the comp lab to settle admin stuff..like email pple..try to get money back from the vballers..sighz..damn irritating!!!...then have to go down to regent st to see if espirit is closing down..i think like the things i have to do quite amusing...=p..yups..
aniwaes..it's cold n rainy today..n i really dun understand how there can be so much rain!!!...
hmm...i seemed to have words to say last nite..was feeling nostalgic coz hiskandar is here in london now..but can't seem to settle all my thots now..coz it's just too freaking busy!!!...i tell u..it's self imposed stress..hahaha...it's rainy n i'm busy..but i seem to be in a pretty gd mood...=p

ALONE MICH...

it's like 11am in the morning..n i woke up not long ago..but still..an eventful night in bed..nothing digusting my dearest..just that i keep thinking abt my wallet again..abt how it could b ard still somewhere n that someone will call me telling me that they picked it up or sthg..yups..but i guess that's a bit too much..=p..hiskandar is coming from sheffield today for his president's meeting on sat..he's alwaz gd to have ard..just someone to tok to n all..n like he's so full of shit!!..heh..like most of the pple i know anyway..yups..
i love thurs morning!!!..i m like home alone with all the freedom to monopolize the internet n get to download all the songs i want..i mean..they still take damn long..but hey..i have the time to do it!!..HOME ALONE!!..heh..this is found freedom..really..i mean..i love my hsemates..but still..u would want some time to urself sometime rite?..i know that i do..so i m actually an introvert..contrary to popular belief..=p..no lar..i love listening to my music at full blast n being considerate me..i don't do it at the max when pple ard..so now..is the perfect time for me to use my speakers to the max!!..heh..yups..
oh..i m very bad at this html thing..but will attempt to find a website to learn abt it..so this will be a little bit more interesting...=p

COLD MICH...

just a short note..it's like freezing cold now!!!...at 1.41am..but then.it's freaking cold!!!!!..y?..y?..it's already march..it's supposed to be spring soon!!!..yups..cold in my small cosy room, listening to rent...which by the way i think is an excellent musical..i love it..=p..
perfect atmosphere for being a pig..heh..at least i dun have 9am class tmr..=p..

MIXED MICH...

heyhey...it's like a thurs morn for me...=p..so many things have happened in the past 2 days..but i have just been a teeny bit lazy in actually posting anything..n i will strive to b a bit more hardworking...well..i m happy right now..coz just went to play vball in sch n had damn a lot of fun..with biye, erik, kevin, cyn, gonzalas(dunno how to spell), andrez n sue hyung...we stayed back to play till like 11pm..it's late yar..but still..veryvery fun!!!...=p..but m physically veryvery tired..yups..need to get some rest..but somehow..mind can't seem to stop spinning..from all the nonsense..well..
i went to watch a musical - my one n only last nite with mingleong, yixin n yanqing and somehow or other, my wallet was missing when i came back..n i didn't manage to trace it even after going down to the theatre n everything..it's really quite frustrating...there's really nothing that impt in there, except all my cards n like a photo that ming sent to me...which i super love..but then..i m hoping that i dropped it somewhere n not actually stolen...*pray*...=p..
basically..that incident had me dreaming me abt it for a while last nite..it's so strange..like a lot of things...they don't strike u when it happens..but when u sit down n think it over..it's like...a lot of 'what if's'..n i don't like it at all..i can b so wishywashy sometimes..but so direct n focused at other times...sighz..i wish i was just one of that..so that i won't be so irritated with myself after some time..=p
i m so mixed coz i had a gd nite..but naggin thots at the back of my head...hmm..
sighz...
aniwaes..have to get some sleep now...
take care...

this is a 1st for me...just posting on this coz xiao n ivy showed this to me..
but i shall make this just a daily affair..a small thing for just for my frens n i...
=p..a lot of things i wanna say..but not right now...
will definitely make it a thing that i will treasure...=p