pondering mich...

wondering if u ever think about wat u r supposed to do tomorrow...i know that it's like a crazy topic..coz like pple do it all the time..but don't u feel that at one pt or another..it's really pointless?..like i started thinking abt my plan for tmr..like going to sch in the morn to use the gym..meet some pple in sch..come back for lunch n mug for the rest of the day...but i know that something is not going to go according to plan..just a gut feeling...u know how u like to think abt wat to do...abt wat's to come..abt wat to expect..but in the end..u just get disappointed..to build urself up for a huge letdown..wat's the point?..it just feels like that an awful lot..like how i plan to do this much today..only to discover that it's a damn big mess...n that i have to do a lot more just to understand the hell i m supposed to know...n after that..there's not much time in the day left...sighz...yups..spent the day in the hse today...was just attemptin to study principles of finance..n got really frustrated at one pt of time..just coz everything's so messed up..like my lecturer's notes..is not even the bare minimum..how sad is that...so like have to read n read n read n read..........hmm..shall attempt to koon soon...everytime i like take a short rest in the afternoon..for like 20mins or so..i start thinking abt wat i have studied..it's like a freaking nightmare!!!...piangz!!!!....=p 0105 hr - 260402