pondering mich...

it's so strange like how u can actually sort your thoughts out in the shower...=p..i think that it's an excellent place for u to think things over..coz it's really just u n urself..kinda cool..anyways..i was like in the shower yest..n it just struck me how fast things have just gone by n how fast they r going to fly from now..really..it's like all of a sudden..we r already in the easter holidays of the term..n soon..back in spore again..somehow i can still remember wat i did with all my frens back home..it's so freaky..then i start thinking..how abt pple who lead a jet-setting lifestyle n fly to n fro london n spore?..how do they feel??..how do they adjust??..it'll be so tiring..to put urself through all of that..i dunno..maybe it's fulfilling or sthg...hmm..going up to my sis's place today..to stay with her for a while..be her tailsman..apparently..dun really know y..n to study lor..to get out of noisy n polluted london for a while..=p..yups..it's like so early in the morning that my mind's a total blank now..i know that there r things that i have to settle..bank stuff n all..but it's all so sianz!!..n like i started thinking abt how much i have to study..n there's like butterflies in my tummy..aarrggghhh..can't stand it!!!..y did i take this bloody course??...n right now..i m waiting for the reply from a company that i went for the assessment centre..i went through the aptitude tests n went to the interview..n i m supposed to get a reply from them like soon...i know that i m not really hoping for anything..but it's just this kind of feeling that u wanna just like put it down n let it go..but u can't do that if u really really dunno rite??...=p..1002hr - 100402