missing mich..

it's been quite a while...heh..paiseh..1st went to italy..then too lazy to actually post some of the stuff that i have actually written liaoz...yups..somehow..one trip abroad with ur friends..u really learn quite a bit of stuff..it's really an experience that can make or break relationships..esp when tolerance levels r tested...hmm..i m just glad that i m back to the protection of my little humble abode..my cosy room..=p..well..in sch now..as usual..nothing too exciting abt that...hard at work..heh..i dun think so..considering i m actually like typing this thing..actually..the sch's pretty empty now..but i believe that by next wk..it'll be swarming with intellects n wannabes like me...=p..just actually like typed mails to pple who have actually emailed me..heh..it's been a while...=p..not that i m saying anything..everyone's busy at this time of the yr n i know it too..it's like a huge thing..ohohohoh...da samuel is actually coming over from usa in june..mid june after my exams..so can entertain him for a while...oh..n like there's a huge dilemma now...abt my sis's graduation..n like if anyone is actually coming over to attend it..i know that if anyone else is coming..i m staying for it..coz it's not that far away..n like i have a return flight tix so it won't be like ex for me to stay or anything..but timing's really off for everybody..my mum wants my bro to come to see the world..i want him to come to show him where i m living in this episode of my life...but there's alwaz the issue of money hanging at the back of my head..i know that i m not poor..but i m not that well to do anyway..n i really like dun want to spend any more of my parents money!!!...sighz...well..feeling a bit down coz like replying pple's emails only made me realise how long i haven't done that already..makes u feel like if u really exist in pple's lifes..like i was feeling the exact way b4 i went back last yr..didn't want to intrude or anything..n didn't want to like not be a part of it...it's such a mixed feeling..sighz...i know that everyone is busy n i can't like expect pple to make time for me..i know all that..but u can't just stop what u feel inside rite???...yups..hey xiao..if u r reading this..just wanna let u know that i m really happy for u n ur him..sounds like u've got it all planned out...happy for u n envy that u have it n i don't...heh..not that i m hua chi or desperate or anything..just saying it...congrats ger...yups..
okok..will stop my rambling on...
the next 2 paragraphs r actually been from quite some time ago...but i just wanna post it anyways...=p..1714hr-040402

dreamy mich…

hey..at home now typing this n posting it later tmr or sthg..coz like the bt line at home is screwed up..=p..the 3 of us on the top floor of the hse today in a very sianz mood..not willing to do any proper work or anything..so like we r all bored..heh..started playing with our hair…like yixin started playing with mine..then plaited xiaoxiao’s..then mine..then I did the french braid for her..even if her hair is shorter..it’s quite fun..i guess that Tuesdays r very stressful for us all…for me, I know that this is the worst day of the wk..so heh..i just come home to relax..yups..n xiaoxiao didn’t exactly have a very gd day yest then lack of sleep today made her cranky too..n yixin did her hw n had 4 pages of maths for a single qn..wow..hahaha..n since we all don’t have sch tmr..we r just nuaing..which is an exactly thing..really..=p…
well..thanks to my floormates for making this tues nite more bearable than the others..for the laughter we just shared..n everything else…=p..hope that everyone gets a gd rest or sthg..yups..tmr..should be better…=p…2349hr-190302

sleepy mich…

heh..waiting for my laundry to dry…such a long n tedious process..i m so glad that I dun have to do that myself in spore..heh..thanx mummy..=p..it’s like 2am..n I m just waiting for it..entertaining myself with this n my songs on my napster..i seriously feel that I can just live a life with all the gd songs in the world n that’s all I need..heh..right now at least..but if I’m not in this mood...sports r impt too..=p..yups..played vball today with erik, biye, suehyung n 2 of his highsch frens fr the states..hmm..quite fun I guess..but I m super tired after playing..n like the usual pple didn’t turn up..so it wasn’t exactly as fun a session as I thot it might be..heh..yixin came down to the session in the hopes of seeing the guy that I think is gdlooking..but too bad he didn’t turn up..hahaha…she came for nothing…=p..quite amusing..like things like these that we amuse ourselves with..so boh liao sometimes…yups..
aniwaes..i was just thinking abt this guy who does actuarial sc with me..the other sporean..he’s like S06B sophia’s current bf..aniwaes..he was just complaining abt the horrible course that we r taking..n how he doesn’t want to b an actuary anymore..i m super amused..like I m the one who has no direction watsoever in wat I wanna do next time..but then like he’s the one complaining..he’s a huge loser..i think..he thinks that he’s a big shot n wat not..but actually..just nothing inside..like he has an internship this summer..but like b4 the interview..he implied that if he didn’t get it..it was plain racial discrimination..i mean like if he can’t even admit that there r pple better than him ard..i mean..wat the hell..he’s just a big fat loser…=p..it’s pple like him that I think that it’s ok to think that I m not so stupid sometimes…heh..
just blabbering on right now…coz like falling asleep soon..but listening to rent – the muscial..which I love by the way..it’s super cool…watched it 2x actually..heh..yups..will tok abt that another time..coz like I feel more n more like a londoner..with musical pamphlets on my wall..with like maps of london..piangz…more cultural…hahaha…I wish lar..=p..still the same ol’me..just a little bit more knowledgable..abt like nothing in particular..just small small things…=p..
this has been long..but then..can’t blame me..think too much at night..=p..0225hr-210302