mich growing old…

it’s so strange wat being 21 means to different people..like to some..it’s one of the most important events of a lifetime..to others..it’s just another part of life…I mean..from here.it’s a totally new chapter for a lot of people n I understand that..but doesn’t that just come with age n experience?..necessarily 21?..there’s always this concept of being an adult finally when u reach the age of 21..but doesn’t that mean more responsibilities..like u have to be more in charge..in control of ur life..doesn’t that sucks??..i like buying presents for people..but it’s difficult when u want it to be special n you know that that person wants it to be special…there’s so much more thought into everything..not that there weren’t any in the 1st place..=p..but I like surprising people with the things I buy..sometimes..i get fed up n ask for wat pple want..but I really just want to get u something I like n I think that you will like…doesn’t mean more??..i know it’s a test of my taste n judgement…but I have perfect faith in them…as the quote goes
I may not be perfect…but parts of me are excellent..
heh..i didn’t come up with that…=p..but I think that my judgement n taste is excellent..heh..so wat does being 21 mean to u??..i went for an interview just on Tuesday n they were asking me wat my long term plan was…well..after thinking abt it..it had to be that I want my parents to be able to retire in comfort..n I want to play a part in allowing them to do that…it’s a long way till that…n I know that they prob don’t want me to think abt that kind of things…but I want to…=p..i m going to disappoint them in a way..that is that mich is not going to get married…I know mummy will be upset..but boh pianz lar..no one is in the life that I m envisioning at the moment…=p…u?…1902hr - 270402