HUA CHI MICH...

can't believe that i m actually typing this heading now..but i know wat i was thinking abt while showering last nite..it was really cold, wet n super gloomy last nite in london..went out for dinner with his n then desert with my hsemates in a really nice quaint cafe...yups..then when we were going to walk home..the winds were super strong..so obviously it was super cold..at that pt of time..i was like piang..if only there was someone to actually shield me from this bloody wind..then i thot abt it..it's actually my stupid fault..if only i had worn my nice white warm jacket instead of the coat..i wouldn't be in that situation..but it struck me..like maybe i m not as happy being single as i think i m..which is so scary..coz i really thot that i had gotten these thots out of my mind for gd..really..like i can say that i say 'shuai ge' today..at the counter of the stage door at piccadilly theatre..that one of the vballers is gd looking..but still..i never really mean anything by that..i mean..they r just eye candy lor...nothing impressive at all...=p..sighz..feel very stupid n silly after that thot..still do for like having to type this down anyway...=p
hahaha..okok..that's one thing settled...=p..
not that it's been bugging me or anything...heh..
okok...me have finally finished all the admin things that i wanted to do..
shall go back n take a short nap b4 cooking dinner..though i m ultra hungry now!!!..
it's a perpetual thing anyway...tata..=p